06/26/2007: "making a choice"

feeling: fine

So this seems to be a time of choices: one money is becoming a need- as guilt lies in as Kevin is trying to pay all of the bills, which I can pay but he doesn't entirely want me to- luckily I did apply for a few more jobs thanks to a friend who knows a lot of upper level people in the Princeton area.

next is not as important- my wedding dress, I am stuck, there are the two from the store this past weekend and one from the last time I was home. I know which one is the most affordable, and it was the original reason that I went to a couple of stores but it is sleeveless which I had been pushing away from, but since I have lost some weight my back looks better.

anyway, that's my life right now- finding a job, cleaning, working on the wedding, and fixing up the table