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feeling: I haven't had a cigarette in a week and a half. Deduce my mood.

God! I wish I knew.

When did I become a big wet, sloppy pussy? I've been looking at my portfolio. I suck. How does anyone's portfoli not suck though? How do we end up getting work, presumably on the merit of our creativity, when every client wrings the creativity and edge out of every single project we get produced?!?

Maybe I have the wrong clients.

I mean, I get it. Do it like you want to, let the client bring it back to earth...but clients have expectations, and budgets, and they hire me based on my previous work, as presented in my ungodly bland portfolio! It's a vicous cycle, man. Damnit.